1 00:01:17,833 --> 00:01:18,833 Crime scene? 2 00:02:11,135 --> 00:02:13,468 I heard from friend from the Crips, you know… 3 00:02:14,963 --> 00:02:18,053 ...to which he often goes alone, the crematorium remains. 4 00:02:19,169 --> 00:02:20,169 Really? 5 00:02:20,832 --> 00:02:22,415 Why do you think, you say? 6 00:02:22,496 --> 00:02:24,788 He saw his mother there for the last time. 7 00:02:26,546 --> 00:02:27,546 possible... 8 00:02:29,418 --> 00:02:30,567 ...so. 9 00:02:37,024 --> 00:02:39,516 Why don't you spend more time with him? 10 00:02:39,941 --> 00:02:41,848 Whenever I'm with him... 11 00:02:43,390 --> 00:02:45,849 ...I see to get through the crisis. 12 00:02:49,466 --> 00:02:51,257 Please forgive me, Sara... 13 00:02:52,904 --> 00:02:55,274 I caused him a crisis... 14 00:02:56,146 --> 00:02:57,295 already? 15 00:02:58,750 --> 00:03:01,333 goodbye... goodbye... 16 00:03:02,875 --> 00:03:07,416 Who can resist Freud? compulsive repetition? 17 00:03:08,541 --> 00:03:10,458 She's been dead for a long time. 18 00:03:11,209 --> 00:03:15,334 And you two are still fighting. with memories of her. 19 00:03:20,165 --> 00:03:21,832 So what should I do? 20 00:03:23,927 --> 00:03:26,462 Sudhangsha, I don't know. 21 00:03:26,619 --> 00:03:28,247 What can I say? 22 00:03:28,923 --> 00:03:30,752 You have Sarah, 23 00:03:31,133 --> 00:03:32,494 but Kripa doesn't have a mom. 24 00:03:33,237 --> 00:03:40,028 Now if I try to be his/his/his Mother, will you start competing for me? 25 00:04:18,079 --> 00:04:19,761 What's going on, Kripo? 26 00:04:20,499 --> 00:04:22,332 Do you stay out that late? 27 00:04:23,035 --> 00:04:24,035 make, 28 00:04:24,185 --> 00:04:26,185 I heard music and went downstairs. 29 00:04:26,887 --> 00:04:28,137 Locations. 30 00:04:44,858 --> 00:04:46,066 Can you do something? 31 00:04:46,827 --> 00:04:48,249 Yes, of course. 32 00:04:48,440 --> 00:04:49,902 What do you want to say? 33 00:04:51,071 --> 00:04:53,497 I can't find the answers. to some questions. 34 00:04:54,002 --> 00:04:55,127 What questions? 35 00:04:56,515 --> 00:04:59,724 I found the book on my father's bookshelf. 36 00:05:00,352 --> 00:05:03,226 Brahmacharya. Gandhi and his wives. 37 00:05:03,886 --> 00:05:05,511 It was written by Girija Kumar. 38 00:05:06,521 --> 00:05:08,145 The book was very thick. 39 00:05:08,416 --> 00:05:09,875 I skimmed through it. 40 00:05:11,212 --> 00:05:12,880 And now I feel confused. 41 00:05:13,290 --> 00:05:14,957 What caused the confusion? 42 00:05:15,924 --> 00:05:17,039 father... 43 00:05:17,308 --> 00:05:18,669 Brahmacharya. 44 00:05:19,755 --> 00:05:20,922 I don't understand. 45 00:05:21,999 --> 00:05:24,780 Gandhi once wrote to his to student Prem Ben, 46 00:05:25,388 --> 00:05:28,121 that despite his strict discipline and celibacy... 47 00:05:28,604 --> 00:05:30,811 He dropped a few drops of semen. 48 00:05:31,271 --> 00:05:32,942 He was very disappointed. 49 00:05:34,032 --> 00:05:35,475 My question is... 50 00:05:36,390 --> 00:05:38,399 What is the connection between his...? 51 00:05:38,658 --> 00:05:40,323 Is there sperm in Brahmacharya? 52 00:05:41,533 --> 00:05:43,379 Brahmacharya means... 53 00:05:43,805 --> 00:05:45,086 abstinence, 54 00:05:45,311 --> 00:05:47,017 abstinence from sex. 55 00:05:47,105 --> 00:05:48,689 I don't know anything anymore. 56 00:05:49,341 --> 00:05:52,682 If Brahmacharya means abstinence from sex... 57 00:05:53,407 --> 00:05:56,825 So why did Gandhi sleep naked? Among young women? 58 00:05:59,404 --> 00:06:02,186 Why don't you talk about it? with your father? 59 00:06:02,821 --> 00:06:04,011 I can't talk to him. 60 00:06:04,292 --> 00:06:06,376 He is only afraid when I'm checking it out. 61 00:06:07,252 --> 00:06:09,377 I'll make sure you're friends again. 62 00:06:09,980 --> 00:06:11,911 Now tell me what you were talking about? 63 00:06:12,715 --> 00:06:14,993 What Gandhi did for young women... 64 00:06:15,652 --> 00:06:16,779 Was it good? 65 00:06:16,968 --> 00:06:21,455 What did he do, what didn't he do? and why, I don't know anything about that. 66 00:06:21,536 --> 00:06:23,327 Do you think it's his? Was the behavior appropriate? 67 00:06:23,408 --> 00:06:24,614 Officer, wait. 68 00:06:24,782 --> 00:06:26,493 Let me read the book first. 69 00:06:26,573 --> 00:06:28,051 Then we'll talk again. 70 00:06:28,371 --> 00:06:29,622 Whatever you read... 71 00:06:30,006 --> 00:06:32,014 I read that a long time ago. 72 00:06:32,730 --> 00:06:33,730 Criminal investigation... 73 00:06:34,363 --> 00:06:36,790 You must want to be with me. talk about Gandhi? 74 00:06:37,555 --> 00:06:39,905 You care a lot about Gandhi, 75 00:06:40,364 --> 00:06:41,601 or sex? 76 00:06:50,805 --> 00:06:51,857 Sara... 77 00:06:53,386 --> 00:06:55,386 ...you look very beautiful. 78 00:06:59,210 --> 00:07:00,839 Will you dance with me? 79 00:07:36,422 --> 00:07:37,422 Criminal investigation... 80 00:07:37,524 --> 00:07:38,524 Criminal investigation!!! 81 00:07:38,702 --> 00:07:39,702 Crime scene determination unit! 82 00:07:39,792 --> 00:07:41,921 you... me, you... 83 00:08:02,310 --> 00:08:03,647 What did you do?! 84 00:08:08,953 --> 00:08:10,496 You killed your father! 85 00:09:56,041 --> 00:09:58,134 Are you taking me home? Please! 86 00:10:05,804 --> 00:10:07,929 If it wasn't for you, I don't know... 87 00:10:08,777 --> 00:10:10,530 I could lie down. on the street all night. 88 00:10:14,310 --> 00:10:18,021 You bastards gave me a break. All noodles are painful. 89 00:10:18,143 --> 00:10:19,143 Look. 90 00:10:29,149 --> 00:10:30,149 What's going on? 91 00:10:40,187 --> 00:10:41,187 I am Devi. 92 00:10:43,544 --> 00:10:45,950 I am the best courtesan here. 93 00:10:48,530 --> 00:10:50,280 I didn't even let them smell it. 94 00:10:50,361 --> 00:10:52,069 So they threw me out of the car. 95 00:10:55,290 --> 00:10:56,815 So late at night... 96 00:10:58,424 --> 00:11:00,086 Where are you going alone? 97 00:11:02,132 --> 00:11:03,882 Were you looking for someone like me? 98 00:11:06,546 --> 00:11:08,546 I think you should see a doctor. 99 00:11:10,409 --> 00:11:11,724 In the noodle house 100 00:11:12,328 --> 00:11:13,712 I have medicine. 101 00:11:15,044 --> 00:11:16,669 And that's what I'm going to offer you. 102 00:11:18,399 --> 00:11:18,982 Why? 103 00:11:19,254 --> 00:11:22,144 I see that you are also hurt. 104 00:11:25,165 --> 00:11:27,329 So you too... 105 00:11:30,642 --> 00:11:31,648 What is this? 106 00:11:32,416 --> 00:11:34,470 I killed my father and ran away from home. 107 00:11:38,750 --> 00:11:41,417 I'm a courtesan and you're a murderer. 108 00:11:48,862 --> 00:11:49,862 Are they? 109 00:11:50,385 --> 00:11:52,000 Won't you come up there with me? 110 00:11:53,589 --> 00:11:55,383 You won't give me medicine? 111 00:11:55,534 --> 00:11:58,618 He came to me in a dream at night... 112 00:12:04,459 --> 00:12:07,741 He came to me at night in a dream. 113 00:12:10,606 --> 00:12:14,791 Krishna is in my heart. 114 00:12:16,500 --> 00:12:21,041 Krishna is in my heart. 115 00:12:38,417 --> 00:12:43,709 He said, "He loves, 116 00:12:44,167 --> 00:12:50,217 "My flute is calling you, 117 00:12:55,958 --> 00:12:58,532 He said, "He loves..." 118 00:12:58,833 --> 00:13:00,781 "...I am incomplete without you." 119 00:13:01,709 --> 00:13:03,250 "My flute is calling you..." 120 00:13:03,377 --> 00:13:04,754 I'll take it now... 121 00:13:05,403 --> 00:13:06,941 It's a game. 122 00:13:15,555 --> 00:13:16,555 Are they? 123 00:13:17,748 --> 00:13:19,434 Won't you give me some? 124 00:13:22,665 --> 00:13:23,665 My God! 125 00:13:24,363 --> 00:13:25,665 You have blood on your hands! 126 00:13:30,430 --> 00:13:32,087 I have blood on my hands too. 127 00:13:37,268 --> 00:13:38,359 Be... 128 00:13:39,041 --> 00:13:40,279 and wash it. 129 00:13:47,479 --> 00:13:48,479 Here, boy. 130 00:13:48,834 --> 00:13:49,834 I'm sorry. 131 00:13:50,397 --> 00:13:51,397 I'm sorry. 132 00:13:51,627 --> 00:13:52,877 I say go. 133 00:14:02,248 --> 00:14:04,040 Everything is in your hands. 134 00:14:05,294 --> 00:14:06,294 Water. 135 00:14:10,280 --> 00:14:11,772 how do you feel 136 00:14:14,518 --> 00:14:15,725 What if... 137 00:14:16,251 --> 00:14:17,299 oh my... 138 00:14:17,557 --> 00:14:18,772 you think? 139 00:14:22,687 --> 00:14:24,231 What do you think? 140 00:14:24,710 --> 00:14:26,218 Did you really kill him? 141 00:14:32,941 --> 00:14:34,815 I don't understand what happened. 142 00:14:40,033 --> 00:14:41,033 Are you running away? 143 00:14:43,013 --> 00:14:44,013 sorry 144 00:14:44,313 --> 00:14:45,842 Let's run away together. 145 00:14:47,574 --> 00:14:48,608 but... 146 00:14:48,966 --> 00:14:50,360 Who is the girl? 147 00:14:51,821 --> 00:14:52,956 let it be... 148 00:14:53,292 --> 00:14:54,977 Let's dance. 149 00:15:03,349 --> 00:15:06,254 I will sit on your manhood. 150 00:15:07,238 --> 00:15:10,188 You will sit on my lap. 151 00:15:11,500 --> 00:15:14,791 Come on, hero, drive. 152 00:15:15,375 --> 00:15:18,417 Come on, hero, drive. 153 00:15:18,833 --> 00:15:21,625 I will sit on your manhood. 154 00:15:22,708 --> 00:15:25,421 I will sit on your manhood. 155 00:15:25,583 --> 00:15:27,791 You will sit on my lap. 156 00:15:27,833 --> 00:15:31,083 The first million years 157 00:15:33,441 --> 00:15:34,613 Come on, hero! 158 00:15:35,439 --> 00:15:36,801 When you shut up. 159 00:15:36,882 --> 00:15:38,956 I will sit on your manhood. 160 00:15:40,027 --> 00:15:42,739 I will sit on your manhood. 161 00:15:42,958 --> 00:15:45,170 You will sit on my lap. 162 00:15:45,250 --> 00:15:48,417 Come on, hero, drive. 163 00:15:49,042 --> 00:15:52,459 Come on, hero, drive. 164 00:16:30,252 --> 00:16:31,502 Listen, girl! 165 00:16:35,807 --> 00:16:37,186 Where did you find it? 166 00:16:39,292 --> 00:16:40,292 What's his name? 167 00:16:42,468 --> 00:16:43,468 Christmas tree. 168 00:16:45,247 --> 00:16:47,935 He is still a child and you are lured him into sex... 169 00:16:48,870 --> 00:16:50,747 Shouldn't I ask your name? 170 00:16:53,332 --> 00:16:54,332 Hello! 171 00:16:55,443 --> 00:16:56,684 have a picnic... 172 00:16:57,010 --> 00:16:58,414 fuck it. 173 00:17:00,155 --> 00:17:01,302 Your penis... 174 00:17:02,096 --> 00:17:03,669 It must be long. 175 00:17:06,083 --> 00:17:07,169 That's 100%. 176 00:17:07,250 --> 00:17:08,250 Take that. 177 00:17:10,468 --> 00:17:11,676 Do you know that here? 178 00:17:12,377 --> 00:17:13,377 This is chaos. 179 00:17:13,618 --> 00:17:14,689 People here... 180 00:17:14,947 --> 00:17:16,140 walks 181 00:17:17,256 --> 00:17:18,830 and pay for sex. 182 00:17:20,052 --> 00:17:21,217 Ten, please. 183 00:17:21,933 --> 00:17:22,981 That's mine. 184 00:17:24,635 --> 00:17:26,326 And this girl... 185 00:17:27,131 --> 00:17:29,131 my... my. 186 00:17:32,021 --> 00:17:33,271 What are you doing here? 187 00:17:34,585 --> 00:17:35,669 Put that... 188 00:17:36,904 --> 00:17:37,904 Come back if he's home. 189 00:17:38,042 --> 00:17:39,209 I will explain. 190 00:17:39,632 --> 00:17:40,632 Get out, girl! 191 00:17:42,917 --> 00:17:44,352 You two bastards! 192 00:17:45,167 --> 00:17:46,167 Open it! 193 00:17:53,521 --> 00:17:54,759 Your lips are so dry. 194 00:17:55,344 --> 00:17:56,636 Did you drink anything? 195 00:17:57,268 --> 00:17:58,351 What's your name? 196 00:18:00,083 --> 00:18:01,083 Sun. 197 00:18:02,135 --> 00:18:03,135 listen... 198 00:18:04,696 --> 00:18:05,992 Your lips are... 199 00:18:07,489 --> 00:18:08,604 very nice. 200 00:18:10,177 --> 00:18:11,177 Can you give them to me? 201 00:18:12,500 --> 00:18:13,500 I want to go. 202 00:18:16,468 --> 00:18:17,760 Of course you're leaving. 203 00:18:18,812 --> 00:18:20,027 But before you do that, 204 00:18:20,687 --> 00:18:21,687 gives me... 205 00:18:22,697 --> 00:18:24,102 your beautiful lips. 206 00:18:26,213 --> 00:18:27,213 Please! 207 00:18:27,875 --> 00:18:29,255 Kiss me at least once. 208 00:18:32,792 --> 00:18:33,833 Don't you love yourself? 209 00:18:35,248 --> 00:18:36,248 Kiss me. 210 00:18:36,833 --> 00:18:37,875 Do it! 211 00:18:49,753 --> 00:18:52,296 No one can enter from the outside. 212 00:18:53,167 --> 00:18:55,833 No one can enter from the outside. 213 00:18:56,833 --> 00:18:59,792 Imagine if that happened... 214 00:19:00,500 --> 00:19:03,250 Imagine if that happened... 215 00:19:04,209 --> 00:19:06,292 you and me... 216 00:19:09,292 --> 00:19:11,618 locked in a room... 217 00:19:14,833 --> 00:19:17,375 and the key is lost. 218 00:19:20,833 --> 00:19:22,917 you and me... 219 00:20:07,667 --> 00:20:09,959 I've seen you before, in front of the crematorium. 220 00:20:14,167 --> 00:20:15,917 Do you go there often? 221 00:21:33,875 --> 00:21:34,875 Mother! 222 00:21:35,750 --> 00:21:36,750 Mother! 223 00:21:38,500 --> 00:21:39,500 Mother! 224 00:22:55,772 --> 00:22:56,772 Mother. 225 00:22:58,814 --> 00:23:00,245 - Mother. - Nobody? 226 00:23:02,625 --> 00:23:03,959 - What do you want? - Mother... 227 00:23:32,002 --> 00:23:33,460 Please listen to me. 228 00:23:36,511 --> 00:23:37,803 I'm not crazy. 229 00:23:39,760 --> 00:23:40,802 Don't worry. 230 00:23:42,843 --> 00:23:44,093 Tell me what happened? 231 00:23:44,959 --> 00:23:45,959 Mother. 232 00:23:47,469 --> 00:23:48,886 You are like my mother. 233 00:23:51,250 --> 00:23:53,010 When I saw you by the Ganges... 234 00:23:54,875 --> 00:23:56,333 ...my world turned upside down. 235 00:23:58,335 --> 00:23:59,335 none of them 236 00:23:59,615 --> 00:24:01,448 My name is Kripa Sankar Ray. 237 00:24:03,458 --> 00:24:05,409 My mother died a year ago. 238 00:24:05,493 --> 00:24:07,535 And you still think about her? 239 00:24:07,990 --> 00:24:08,990 Do it. 240 00:24:10,502 --> 00:24:11,502 but... 241 00:24:12,947 --> 00:24:15,288 ...I killed my father yesterday. 242 00:24:16,544 --> 00:24:17,752 I ran away from home. 243 00:24:18,602 --> 00:24:20,268 I met Devi on the way. 244 00:24:21,876 --> 00:24:23,549 I went with her to her house. 245 00:24:25,471 --> 00:24:27,120 Another murder... 246 00:24:28,888 --> 00:24:30,758 Killing all night long... 247 00:24:32,792 --> 00:24:33,792 and I run away. 248 00:24:36,604 --> 00:24:38,229 And now I've met you too, mother. 249 00:24:40,912 --> 00:24:42,370 Listen, Kripa Shankar. 250 00:24:44,510 --> 00:24:45,843 I'm not your mother. 251 00:24:48,260 --> 00:24:49,552 My name is Sadhana. 252 00:24:51,165 --> 00:24:52,207 I am an ascetic. 253 00:24:53,065 --> 00:24:54,065 Sadhana Ma. 254 00:24:59,283 --> 00:25:00,283 Sadhana Ma. 255 00:27:43,926 --> 00:27:45,294 Sadhana Ma! 256 00:27:50,543 --> 00:27:51,745 Sadhana Ma! 257 00:27:58,759 --> 00:28:00,170 Sadhana Ma! 258 00:28:00,349 --> 00:28:01,420 where are you 259 00:28:12,383 --> 00:28:14,612 I call you all the time! 260 00:28:32,250 --> 00:28:35,250 The tide rises with the girl every month. 261 00:28:36,584 --> 00:28:39,584 Every month a girl gets her period. 262 00:28:40,542 --> 00:28:43,958 Three sacred rivers in the female body. 263 00:28:45,288 --> 00:28:48,205 Ganga, Yamuna, Saraswati. 264 00:28:48,582 --> 00:28:52,374 Ganga, Yamuna, Saraswati. 265 00:28:54,041 --> 00:28:57,864 Ganga, Yamuna, Saraswati. 266 00:28:58,022 --> 00:29:01,391 Ganga, Yamuna, Sarasvati. 267 00:29:17,121 --> 00:29:19,684 When rivers swell... 268 00:29:20,208 --> 00:29:22,833 This is the art of the three rivers. 269 00:29:23,125 --> 00:29:26,516 One of them is black, 270 00:29:26,763 --> 00:29:30,416 and the third red. 271 00:29:31,037 --> 00:29:33,984 When you bathe 272 00:29:34,064 --> 00:29:36,261 ...in the holy rivers... 273 00:29:36,625 --> 00:29:40,375 you become the Lord himself. 274 00:29:40,417 --> 00:29:43,462 Ganga, Yamuna, Sarasvati. 275 00:29:43,808 --> 00:29:47,839 Ganga, Yamuna, Sarasvati. 276 00:30:02,417 --> 00:30:06,875 Who knows the nature of women? 277 00:30:07,151 --> 00:30:10,340 Hold one on your head, 278 00:30:10,855 --> 00:30:13,845 second for òadr. 279 00:30:14,210 --> 00:30:18,710 There are three types of women. 280 00:30:19,250 --> 00:30:22,667 three different kinds of love. 281 00:30:22,708 --> 00:30:25,659 Ganga, Yamuna, Sarasvati. 282 00:30:44,292 --> 00:30:46,550 This time I want to 283 00:30:46,837 --> 00:30:49,671 and immerse yourself in the sea of love. 284 00:30:50,282 --> 00:30:53,974 I will learn from the saints. 285 00:30:54,054 --> 00:30:56,054 love practices. 286 00:30:57,584 --> 00:30:59,584 This time I want to 287 00:30:59,625 --> 00:31:01,750 and immerse yourself in the sea of love. 288 00:31:02,125 --> 00:31:04,666 I will learn from the saints. 289 00:31:14,833 --> 00:31:16,125 Sadhana Ma. 290 00:31:16,338 --> 00:31:19,127 I was thinking about a man for you. 291 00:31:19,417 --> 00:31:20,875 You know him. 292 00:31:21,725 --> 00:31:23,351 He is a very pious man. 293 00:31:24,062 --> 00:31:25,770 Our Mansoor. 294 00:31:26,676 --> 00:31:28,551 If you agree... 295 00:31:28,935 --> 00:31:31,185 I'll talk to to my husband about it. 296 00:31:36,674 --> 00:31:37,674 Lack? 297 00:31:39,107 --> 00:31:40,648 I don't want to marry a guru. 298 00:31:40,757 --> 00:31:41,966 Why, mom? 299 00:31:42,119 --> 00:31:45,388 When I was 8 years old, You found me lost in the market. 300 00:31:45,629 --> 00:31:48,587 You've been protecting me ever since. 301 00:31:50,386 --> 00:31:52,363 Now that I'm back send out into the world... 302 00:31:53,397 --> 00:31:56,189 So it will be difficult for me. 303 00:31:56,375 --> 00:31:57,375 mother... 304 00:31:57,957 --> 00:32:00,950 Our ashram is meant for spiritual growth. 305 00:32:01,031 --> 00:32:04,281 So that I could live here, everything has to be learned. 306 00:32:05,802 --> 00:32:08,844 And without a guru you cannot learn anything. 307 00:32:09,271 --> 00:32:10,562 Whatever you say, my lord. 308 00:32:10,948 --> 00:32:14,157 You have been visiting many ashrams since childhood. . 309 00:32:15,296 --> 00:32:18,213 Do you have someone you would love? Would she want him to be her guru? 310 00:32:18,386 --> 00:32:20,136 You are all I have, my lord. 311 00:32:21,218 --> 00:32:23,218 I don't mean anyone. except you. 312 00:32:24,423 --> 00:32:25,673 You will be my guru. 313 00:32:27,118 --> 00:32:28,660 So you've thought about it. 314 00:32:29,515 --> 00:32:32,647 You already decided that yourself. 315 00:32:33,401 --> 00:32:34,401 Error. 316 00:32:34,776 --> 00:32:36,110 Look, mom. 317 00:32:36,963 --> 00:32:39,004 Those who live according to the fakir tradition... 318 00:32:39,085 --> 00:32:40,439 Practicing Dehotathu... 319 00:32:41,125 --> 00:32:42,685 ...because, 320 00:32:42,965 --> 00:32:45,375 to have God in our body. 321 00:32:47,070 --> 00:32:50,653 You grew up listening many of our songs. 322 00:32:51,381 --> 00:32:54,673 Everything is written in them. 323 00:32:55,385 --> 00:32:57,761 I understand a little, my lord. 324 00:32:57,842 --> 00:32:59,802 In our fakir tradition it is said, 325 00:33:00,281 --> 00:33:01,921 that the birth of creation is... 326 00:33:02,178 --> 00:33:03,997 is a manifestation of God... 327 00:33:04,300 --> 00:33:06,300 in gross weight... 328 00:33:06,720 --> 00:33:08,260 here on earth... 329 00:33:08,487 --> 00:33:11,155 whose form I am. 330 00:33:11,879 --> 00:33:13,139 form, 331 00:33:13,431 --> 00:33:15,431 which is constantly evolving. 332 00:33:16,012 --> 00:33:17,408 I can tell 333 00:33:17,633 --> 00:33:19,633 that I too was formless. 334 00:33:21,459 --> 00:33:25,418 But during many thousands of years of evolution 335 00:33:25,699 --> 00:33:27,699 with a subtle "I" 336 00:33:28,102 --> 00:33:29,849 got rough. 337 00:33:30,146 --> 00:33:31,766 And it went very far... 338 00:33:32,268 --> 00:33:34,937 forgetting about yours 339 00:33:35,285 --> 00:33:37,285 shapeless softness. 340 00:33:37,422 --> 00:33:40,477 Now, by reversing the act of creation… 341 00:33:41,325 --> 00:33:44,282 I can judge my own rudeness. 342 00:33:44,450 --> 00:33:48,076 with his Divine tenderness. 343 00:33:48,649 --> 00:33:51,379 I will unite with the formless. 344 00:33:53,687 --> 00:33:55,354 Do you understand, mom? 345 00:33:56,166 --> 00:33:57,881 worship... 346 00:33:58,127 --> 00:33:59,399 and respected... 347 00:33:59,623 --> 00:34:00,623 both... 348 00:34:00,922 --> 00:34:01,828 two... 349 00:34:01,909 --> 00:34:04,950 they are one and the same person. 350 00:34:06,032 --> 00:34:08,115 The subject is formless... 351 00:34:09,579 --> 00:34:11,620 and this has a form. 352 00:34:12,284 --> 00:34:17,409 Thus, a person simultaneously has form and formlessness. 353 00:34:18,093 --> 00:34:19,211 Known 354 00:34:19,389 --> 00:34:20,516 and unknown. 355 00:34:20,669 --> 00:34:26,044 He is the greatest an obstacle to sexual attraction on the way to oneself. 356 00:34:31,500 --> 00:34:33,274 Earthlings fall. 357 00:34:33,733 --> 00:34:35,733 in your passions... 358 00:34:36,617 --> 00:34:39,159 from which I cannot escape. 359 00:34:39,979 --> 00:34:41,041 Mistoe, 360 00:34:42,660 --> 00:34:45,885 And what about sexual desire? Doesn't that show us the way to ourselves? 361 00:34:46,007 --> 00:34:47,035 Do it. 362 00:34:47,821 --> 00:34:48,859 Therefore... 363 00:34:48,984 --> 00:34:50,984 running away from sex... 364 00:34:51,175 --> 00:34:53,175 You can't become yourself. 365 00:34:54,113 --> 00:34:55,589 So how are you, master? 366 00:34:55,670 --> 00:34:57,511 Of the six senses... 367 00:34:58,127 --> 00:35:00,127 our body... 368 00:35:01,080 --> 00:35:03,538 is the main sexual desire. 369 00:35:04,593 --> 00:35:07,993 Sexual desire is the main force of creation. 370 00:35:08,833 --> 00:35:11,750 because of sex desire is energy... 371 00:35:12,292 --> 00:35:14,750 so it cannot be destroyed. 372 00:35:16,218 --> 00:35:18,760 But it can be transformed. 373 00:35:19,260 --> 00:35:21,121 Through spiritual practice... 374 00:35:21,370 --> 00:35:22,906 your husband... 375 00:35:23,451 --> 00:35:26,535 Change this energy into abstract love. 376 00:35:27,362 --> 00:35:30,738 Only then will you succeed. you reach your formless Self. 377 00:35:36,113 --> 00:35:38,212 I am fighting this lust… 378 00:35:39,363 --> 00:35:41,784 It's very hard, mom. 379 00:35:44,247 --> 00:35:45,663 Don't forget that. 380 00:35:47,336 --> 00:35:49,919 From now on, you too will fight. 381 00:35:50,000 --> 00:35:51,375 Rahul, are you at home? 382 00:35:52,821 --> 00:35:54,961 Mansoor brought the fish again. 383 00:36:02,292 --> 00:36:03,292 Mansur! 384 00:36:03,440 --> 00:36:06,068 Will you stay and have lunch with us? 385 00:36:06,149 --> 00:36:07,315 All right. 386 00:36:11,514 --> 00:36:14,276 Practicing tradition 387 00:36:18,756 --> 00:36:24,209 The lotus in my heart blooms with light. 388 00:36:26,257 --> 00:36:32,137 It's time to fall at your feet. 389 00:36:33,232 --> 00:36:37,718 Oh, my innocent mind! 390 00:36:39,718 --> 00:36:45,937 It's time to fall at your feet. 391 00:36:49,627 --> 00:36:52,874 Practicing tradition 392 00:36:52,954 --> 00:36:55,835 Practicing tradition 393 00:36:55,916 --> 00:36:58,509 The lotus in my heart blooms with light. 394 00:36:58,708 --> 00:37:01,792 It's time to fall at your feet. 395 00:37:01,833 --> 00:37:04,209 Oh, my innocent mind! 396 00:37:04,667 --> 00:37:08,416 It's time to fall at your feet. 397 00:37:18,392 --> 00:37:22,726 A four-month long tradition 398 00:37:23,075 --> 00:37:27,429 Familiarize yourself with this trail while you still have time. 399 00:37:27,669 --> 00:37:31,794 A four-month long tradition 400 00:37:32,328 --> 00:37:34,616 Familiarize yourself with this trail while you still have time. 401 00:37:34,722 --> 00:37:36,722 Familiarize yourself with this trail while you still have time. 402 00:37:36,803 --> 00:37:39,125 Oh, my innocent mind! 403 00:37:39,416 --> 00:37:42,847 It's time to fall at your feet. 404 00:37:42,927 --> 00:37:47,312 It's time to fall at your feet. 405 00:38:23,983 --> 00:38:25,149 Error! 406 00:38:29,201 --> 00:38:31,118 You have fallen into the trap of passion. 407 00:38:31,938 --> 00:38:33,145 Attention! 408 00:38:33,888 --> 00:38:35,659 For the pleasure of your body... 409 00:38:36,204 --> 00:38:37,913 Don't become a victim of your desire. 410 00:38:39,446 --> 00:38:40,698 Sadhana Ma. 411 00:38:41,499 --> 00:38:42,986 In our physical activity... 412 00:38:43,543 --> 00:38:44,939 is a craftsman. 413 00:38:45,454 --> 00:38:47,245 The man is her student. 414 00:38:48,066 --> 00:38:50,031 Thanks to the touch of your hands... 415 00:38:50,434 --> 00:38:52,517 I will be able to move forward. 416 00:38:53,441 --> 00:38:55,222 If you lose your patience... 417 00:38:55,747 --> 00:38:57,788 I am lost. 418 00:38:59,204 --> 00:39:00,856 Practice breathing exercises. 419 00:39:01,937 --> 00:39:03,729 Breathe in through the left nostril... 420 00:39:04,841 --> 00:39:06,965 and exhale with the right hand. 421 00:39:08,842 --> 00:39:12,269 Our most important aspect is the practice of dehotatya... 422 00:39:12,571 --> 00:39:14,412 is your breath. 423 00:39:17,488 --> 00:39:23,071 Breathing techniques will help us to prevent leakage of body fluids. 424 00:39:23,915 --> 00:39:28,123 When the sexual juices start flowing, We can control their movements... 425 00:39:28,562 --> 00:39:31,380 thanks to breathing techniques. 426 00:39:31,998 --> 00:39:35,123 Body temperature regulation during sex... 427 00:39:35,701 --> 00:39:37,842 We will clean these juices. and squeeze some more. 428 00:39:38,366 --> 00:39:41,226 It's a skill, Something you have to learn, Mom. 429 00:39:41,374 --> 00:39:45,293 Only then can you change. 430 00:39:46,077 --> 00:39:47,233 From that 431 00:39:47,401 --> 00:39:50,381 When he has sexual desires, to him who has eternal bliss. 432 00:39:50,577 --> 00:39:53,431 How else will you know eternity? Lover, God in us? 433 00:39:53,807 --> 00:39:58,118 You are eternal space enthusiasts. 434 00:41:57,097 --> 00:42:05,966 Did the Lord allow me? 435 00:42:08,456 --> 00:42:20,164 I keep making mistakes day and night. 436 00:42:25,166 --> 00:42:33,750 Did the Lord allow me? 437 00:42:36,339 --> 00:42:41,855 Despite the pain of my birth... 438 00:42:42,678 --> 00:42:48,301 I came across this. 439 00:42:49,387 --> 00:42:59,970 What did I forget now? 440 00:43:04,842 --> 00:43:15,284 Did the Lord allow me? 441 00:43:17,117 --> 00:43:25,067 I could not recognize it. 442 00:43:25,547 --> 00:43:32,598 I couldn't. 443 00:43:33,770 --> 00:43:46,937 I have to say it again. 444 00:43:49,843 --> 00:43:58,218 Did the Lord allow me? 445 00:44:00,493 --> 00:44:08,683 The one who immerses himself 446 00:44:09,832 --> 00:44:16,580 he knows no fear of death. 447 00:44:17,828 --> 00:44:23,887 The one who immerses himself 448 00:44:29,970 --> 00:44:36,309 he knows no fear of death. 449 00:44:37,441 --> 00:44:44,149 Lalon says, "Oh, my innocent mind!" 450 00:44:45,333 --> 00:44:50,937 Lalon says, "Oh, my innocent mind!" 451 00:44:51,429 --> 00:44:58,846 Help me focus. 452 00:44:59,502 --> 00:45:08,689 Did the Lord allow me? 453 00:45:22,261 --> 00:45:25,428 Sadhana Ma, please come. 454 00:45:28,265 --> 00:45:29,264 What happened, master? 455 00:45:29,345 --> 00:45:33,211 I just received a message. about the death of his wife Amina. 456 00:45:33,552 --> 00:45:35,260 Because I am fakir Marfati... 457 00:45:36,327 --> 00:45:38,576 That was decided by the Sharia community, 458 00:45:39,149 --> 00:45:41,483 in which Amina has no place in the village cemetery. 459 00:45:41,665 --> 00:45:43,082 They also said... 460 00:45:43,590 --> 00:45:47,674 yes, whoever tries to be buried outside the village... 461 00:45:48,171 --> 00:45:50,338 they will be ostracized. 462 00:45:50,419 --> 00:45:53,086 In this way, to intimidate the villagers. 463 00:45:53,167 --> 00:45:54,875 I think it's because I'm a fakir. 464 00:45:54,960 --> 00:45:56,044 Oh, foggy. 465 00:45:57,062 --> 00:46:01,572 But you always spoke that Amina respects Sharia. 466 00:46:02,501 --> 00:46:03,501 And what? 467 00:46:04,566 --> 00:46:06,568 - Where is his mistake? - Wine? 468 00:46:07,375 --> 00:46:08,821 Her guilt lies in that 469 00:46:09,236 --> 00:46:11,879 that she did not prevent me from divorcing her. 470 00:46:12,299 --> 00:46:16,588 On the contrary, she said at the Sharia meeting that there are no charges against me. 471 00:46:18,475 --> 00:46:21,244 Is that what Amina said at the meeting? 472 00:46:21,325 --> 00:46:22,325 Do it. 473 00:46:22,996 --> 00:46:23,996 I'm sorry, mom. 474 00:46:25,229 --> 00:46:27,021 No one else was like Amina. 475 00:46:27,102 --> 00:46:28,102 That's how we'll figure it out. 476 00:46:29,261 --> 00:46:32,180 We will take her away and bury her. her somewhere else. 477 00:46:32,316 --> 00:46:33,399 No, no, no. 478 00:46:34,047 --> 00:46:35,096 Not. 479 00:46:35,310 --> 00:46:37,018 No one will go with me. 480 00:46:37,634 --> 00:46:40,260 I was punished for my faith. 481 00:46:40,341 --> 00:46:42,715 I have to download. responsibility for one's faith. 482 00:46:42,971 --> 00:46:45,263 I won't let anyone ride with me. 483 00:46:45,674 --> 00:46:48,466 Otherwise, there will be more victims of this punishment. 484 00:46:48,551 --> 00:46:49,653 everything is foggy 485 00:46:50,949 --> 00:46:52,402 Where will you bury her? 486 00:46:52,482 --> 00:46:53,482 More, 487 00:46:53,618 --> 00:46:55,493 I became a fakir. of your own free will. 488 00:46:55,781 --> 00:46:58,906 But why should that be? Was she punished because of my religion? 489 00:47:00,076 --> 00:47:02,243 I will bring her here to the ashram. 490 00:47:02,833 --> 00:47:04,573 And I will bury her here. and against the will of others. 491 00:47:04,654 --> 00:47:05,654 Error... 492 00:47:07,135 --> 00:47:08,801 The village is 8 kilometers away. 493 00:47:08,882 --> 00:47:09,924 Sadhana Ma... 494 00:47:10,667 --> 00:47:12,375 Don't argue. 495 00:47:13,004 --> 00:47:17,338 Go to the ashram, get a pickaxe and a shovel. and bring them under the tree. 496 00:47:17,966 --> 00:47:19,432 Increase everything, 497 00:47:19,891 --> 00:47:21,891 so they don't have to worry about it. 498 00:47:22,446 --> 00:47:24,238 Everyone would like to stay inside. 499 00:47:24,643 --> 00:47:26,690 I can't go out to get help. 500 00:47:27,709 --> 00:47:29,174 I will go there. 501 00:47:29,967 --> 00:47:31,484 I will take Amina's body, 502 00:47:32,210 --> 00:47:33,621 and I will bury him here. 503 00:48:33,459 --> 00:48:34,777 Only! 504 00:48:35,016 --> 00:48:36,484 Sir. 505 00:48:36,662 --> 00:48:39,632 Can you pass me the robe? 506 00:50:54,220 --> 00:50:57,851 whose body was burned... 507 00:50:59,418 --> 00:51:03,485 by the touch of the Master. 508 00:51:06,933 --> 00:51:13,553 This body cannot 509 00:51:14,958 --> 00:51:21,921 Earth has no such power. 510 00:51:22,425 --> 00:51:25,425 The body had already been burned. 511 00:51:27,750 --> 00:51:35,167 Allah created man from earth. 512 00:51:38,002 --> 00:51:42,461 The teacher made man better. 513 00:51:43,634 --> 00:51:52,692 Now the energy only increases, not decreases. 514 00:51:53,137 --> 00:51:59,121 Qur'anic verse, 515 00:51:59,470 --> 00:52:02,595 The body had already been burned. 516 00:52:04,448 --> 00:52:13,915 Whose body was burned 517 00:52:15,950 --> 00:52:23,381 All other creatures are different. 518 00:52:24,318 --> 00:52:28,318 Their nature is the same, 519 00:52:29,658 --> 00:52:35,793 But man is different. 520 00:52:36,553 --> 00:52:46,592 Such a creature 521 00:52:47,156 --> 00:52:50,239 The body had already been burned. 522 00:52:51,687 --> 00:53:01,533 Whose body was burned 523 00:53:03,317 --> 00:53:09,454 Do we find God through good deeds? 524 00:53:10,281 --> 00:53:15,271 I don't believe that at all. 525 00:53:15,754 --> 00:53:21,384 Hasan did not live up to expectations 526 00:53:21,464 --> 00:53:29,911 Hasan did not live up to expectations 527 00:53:30,228 --> 00:53:32,939 Thank God. 528 00:53:33,751 --> 00:53:36,937 The body had already been burned. 529 00:53:37,993 --> 00:53:44,060 Whose body was burned 530 00:53:44,150 --> 00:53:47,832 The body had already been burned. 531 00:54:22,435 --> 00:54:23,435 Mansur? 532 00:54:27,691 --> 00:54:31,482 Rahul's last wish was that it should be his. His face was turned towards Amina. 533 00:54:31,601 --> 00:54:33,267 Oh, let's talk, Sadhana Ma? 534 00:54:33,671 --> 00:54:35,210 I was a Muslim. 535 00:54:35,291 --> 00:54:37,050 Highly appreciated Fakir was buried... 536 00:54:37,130 --> 00:54:39,216 with their heads facing the Kaaba in the west. 537 00:54:39,297 --> 00:54:40,381 That is impossible. 538 00:54:40,944 --> 00:54:44,194 We can't resist. tradition. 539 00:54:44,275 --> 00:54:45,275 Mansur! 540 00:54:46,187 --> 00:54:48,813 Tell them how it was. The last wish of our Lord. 541 00:54:48,894 --> 00:54:49,978 But Sadhana Ma... 542 00:54:50,451 --> 00:54:54,200 Wasn't it our Lord? was aware when he said that? 543 00:54:54,281 --> 00:54:57,490 I think we should. They should have followed the old tradition. 544 00:54:59,454 --> 00:55:01,814 Mansoor and all Assembly, listen! 545 00:55:04,902 --> 00:55:07,944 My Lord was for you, you're just a human being, 546 00:55:09,427 --> 00:55:10,622 ...noodles with beer... 547 00:55:11,913 --> 00:55:13,079 ...biographical book. 548 00:55:14,326 --> 00:55:18,201 He taught me that people are nothing else but the gods themselves. 549 00:55:19,457 --> 00:55:22,415 Poor people from lower castes, like us... 550 00:55:22,860 --> 00:55:25,651 They have always been rejected and oppressed. in the name of religion. 551 00:55:26,059 --> 00:55:27,642 They were offended. 552 00:55:29,423 --> 00:55:31,048 Last wish of my Guru... 553 00:55:32,045 --> 00:55:36,838 This was to make his burial symbolic. protest against religious persecution. 554 00:55:40,951 --> 00:55:41,978 If any of you... 555 00:55:42,953 --> 00:55:45,537 ...he wants to bury the Master according to his will... 556 00:55:46,307 --> 00:55:47,849 ...will not help me... 557 00:55:49,671 --> 00:55:50,838 ...or it will disappear. 558 00:55:52,181 --> 00:55:53,357 Sadhana Ma, 559 00:55:53,903 --> 00:55:55,288 Forgive me. 560 00:55:55,693 --> 00:56:00,876 Accordingly, we turn our faces towards Him, and our will to our Amen. 561 00:57:21,777 --> 00:57:24,338 Listen to the announcement 562 00:57:24,506 --> 00:57:29,534 Kripa Shankar Roy, 18 years old. Father's 563 00:57:29,615 --> 00:57:32,490 Light skin, height 180 centimeters. 564 00:57:33,042 --> 00:57:35,704 This man went missing last night. 565 00:57:35,785 --> 00:57:39,951 If anyone has information about a missing person, 566 00:57:40,166 --> 00:57:42,625 22145671. 567 00:57:42,705 --> 00:57:46,727 I repeat, 22145671. 568 00:57:46,807 --> 00:57:51,237 Now listen. 569 00:57:51,335 --> 00:57:52,895 You were right. 570 00:57:54,648 --> 00:57:56,648 I look like your mother. 571 00:58:10,042 --> 00:58:11,042 I. 572 00:58:14,068 --> 00:58:15,701 I have nowhere to go. 573 00:58:17,591 --> 00:58:19,216 Please leave me with you. 574 00:58:19,297 --> 00:58:21,464 You said you committed the murders. 575 00:58:23,649 --> 00:58:24,691 he's not the only one... 576 00:58:27,769 --> 00:58:29,602 ...to someone... 577 00:58:31,313 --> 00:58:33,002 like that. 578 00:58:33,083 --> 00:58:35,876 Kripo, out of desperation you are running away from your life. 579 00:58:37,886 --> 00:58:41,761 Your mother gave birth to you. and gave you existence. 580 00:58:44,724 --> 00:58:46,607 I will give you a second life. 581 00:58:48,208 --> 00:58:50,667 You will change your existence. into human existence. 582 00:58:50,879 --> 00:58:52,463 I'll do whatever you say, mom. 583 00:58:55,123 --> 00:58:56,415 I can't go on. 584 00:58:57,479 --> 00:58:58,859 Don't worry. 585 00:59:00,823 --> 00:59:01,827 There. 586 00:59:02,554 --> 00:59:03,554 Weir. 587 00:59:21,245 --> 00:59:22,427 listen 588 00:59:23,009 --> 00:59:25,009 When you're done, wash the dishes... 589 00:59:25,668 --> 00:59:27,668 and come to my room. 590 01:00:30,192 --> 01:00:31,325 Why are you leaving? 591 01:00:33,968 --> 01:00:35,024 Why don't you answer? 592 01:00:36,090 --> 01:00:37,090 I'm sorry. 593 01:00:40,238 --> 01:00:41,321 No, I mean... 594 01:00:41,864 --> 01:00:42,864 I will go... 595 01:00:43,803 --> 01:00:44,803 to another room. 596 01:00:45,832 --> 01:00:47,099 Look at me. 597 01:00:54,456 --> 01:00:55,914 Come and sit next to me. 598 01:01:14,219 --> 01:01:15,219 They are... 599 01:01:16,398 --> 01:01:17,400 ...where are you? 600 01:01:19,832 --> 01:01:20,832 I know 601 01:01:21,963 --> 01:01:22,963 You have it. 602 01:01:24,843 --> 01:01:25,843 Is that correct? 603 01:01:28,560 --> 01:01:29,810 Why are you sitting so far away? 604 01:01:30,552 --> 01:01:31,552 Come closer. 605 01:01:32,500 --> 01:01:34,356 You extinguish your desire and you will be happy. 606 01:01:42,443 --> 01:01:44,109 You suppress your desires. 607 01:01:46,143 --> 01:01:47,435 You feel longing inside. 608 01:01:49,246 --> 01:01:50,710 And it's cold outside. 609 01:01:50,791 --> 01:01:52,100 Tell me why is that? 610 01:01:55,699 --> 01:01:56,866 What are you talking about, mom? 611 01:02:01,153 --> 01:02:03,320 The desire that grows in you... 612 01:02:04,785 --> 01:02:05,785 economy, 613 01:02:07,197 --> 01:02:08,472 What is its source? 614 01:02:08,778 --> 01:02:09,820 Source? 615 01:02:14,046 --> 01:02:15,546 First it's in your head... 616 01:02:19,030 --> 01:02:20,288 ...and then again. 617 01:02:23,010 --> 01:02:24,010 Your mind... 618 01:02:26,068 --> 01:02:27,719 has great abilities, 619 01:02:29,351 --> 01:02:31,204 He is an artist of disguise. 620 01:02:32,012 --> 01:02:35,061 At the same time, do you outwardly show that everything is fine? 621 01:02:39,649 --> 01:02:41,649 If I had clothes on... 622 01:02:43,734 --> 01:02:45,890 Your wish would come true anyway, right? 623 01:02:48,268 --> 01:02:49,726 Do you masturbate? 624 01:02:52,250 --> 01:02:53,321 This doesn't happen to you by accident. 625 01:02:53,510 --> 01:02:54,510 at night... 626 01:02:55,275 --> 01:02:56,532 wet substances? 627 01:02:57,249 --> 01:02:58,249 Yes, I think so, Mom. 628 01:02:59,549 --> 01:03:01,563 As the Master says, that is the reason, 629 01:03:02,875 --> 01:03:04,417 ...why are you destroying yourself... 630 01:03:05,747 --> 01:03:07,226 ...with or without clothes. 631 01:03:08,360 --> 01:03:09,913 And with or without clothes. 632 01:03:12,672 --> 01:03:14,206 How free do you want to be? 633 01:03:17,645 --> 01:03:19,592 You are a slave to your desire. 634 01:03:21,700 --> 01:03:25,492 And in this race for fulfilling your wishes and complaints... 635 01:03:26,125 --> 01:03:28,208 ...there is so much hate around... 636 01:03:28,573 --> 01:03:29,573 and bloodshed. 637 01:03:31,973 --> 01:03:34,015 Where are you going from here? 638 01:03:38,168 --> 01:03:39,367 Please help me. 639 01:03:41,728 --> 01:03:43,770 I'm tired from running. 640 01:03:56,187 --> 01:03:58,241 If you want to be like... 641 01:03:59,995 --> 01:04:01,389 you will have to know... 642 01:04:02,852 --> 01:04:03,852 Dehotathya. 643 01:04:05,041 --> 01:04:06,041 What is this? 644 01:04:07,073 --> 01:04:08,906 It is a conscious sexual act... 645 01:04:09,705 --> 01:04:12,082 Where do you direct your sexual energy... 646 01:04:13,443 --> 01:04:15,564 inside, not outside. 647 01:04:17,362 --> 01:04:18,588 It is also called 648 01:04:19,285 --> 01:04:20,611 Brahmacharya. 649 01:04:21,833 --> 01:04:24,826 You speak like Mahatma Gandhi himself. 650 01:04:25,958 --> 01:04:26,958 He said that... 651 01:04:27,900 --> 01:04:29,224 understand nonviolence, 652 01:04:30,174 --> 01:04:32,174 That says more than a thousand words, Bahmacharya said. 653 01:04:33,083 --> 01:04:34,292 Do you know what Brahmacharya is? 654 01:04:34,437 --> 01:04:36,382 Gandhi slept naked among women. 655 01:04:38,250 --> 01:04:39,576 Because he wanted to be taller, 656 01:04:40,302 --> 01:04:42,013 but also lust itself. 657 01:04:42,560 --> 01:04:45,461 What could that feel like? sleep naked among women? 658 01:04:45,573 --> 01:04:47,446 He had so much self-control, 659 01:04:48,391 --> 01:04:50,266 that he never got excited. 660 01:04:51,515 --> 01:04:53,957 You have to give up sex, become brahmacari. 661 01:04:54,187 --> 01:04:55,562 Is that possible, Baba? 662 01:04:55,845 --> 01:04:58,860 Society recognizes only one type of Brahmacharya. 663 01:04:59,875 --> 01:05:02,221 Denial of women, prosperity and celibacy. 664 01:05:02,427 --> 01:05:04,427 This is Brahmacharya. society recognizes. 665 01:05:06,791 --> 01:05:09,156 But Praksha Brahmacharya among women 666 01:05:09,509 --> 01:05:11,509 not yet recognized. 667 01:05:12,797 --> 01:05:14,474 That's why they hate us. 668 01:05:14,585 --> 01:05:16,302 Speech on Mahatma Gandhi. 669 01:05:18,163 --> 01:05:19,163 All right. 670 01:05:20,434 --> 01:05:22,275 Did he learn from the Master? 671 01:05:22,713 --> 01:05:24,145 Then he cried to Brahmacharya 672 01:05:25,458 --> 01:05:27,458 in a sexual act with a woman? 673 01:05:31,229 --> 01:05:33,645 How did he see us women? 674 01:05:37,263 --> 01:05:38,579 That's the real point. 675 01:05:41,538 --> 01:05:44,871 You cannot practice Brahmacharya. renouncing women. 676 01:05:47,209 --> 01:05:48,259 we say 677 01:05:48,683 --> 01:05:51,166 feminine energy it is directed inwards... 678 01:05:51,833 --> 01:05:54,583 and the energy can disappear again. 679 01:05:56,687 --> 01:05:59,828 In the sexual act, by using ability of female energy... 680 01:06:00,210 --> 01:06:03,833 Learn to direct energy inward and that's how you start training... 681 01:06:04,678 --> 01:06:05,739 Brahmacharya. 682 01:06:08,499 --> 01:06:09,499 Department of Criminal Investigation. 683 01:06:10,703 --> 01:06:12,987 If you lose sexual energy... 684 01:06:13,917 --> 01:06:15,147 then you are heading towards death. 685 01:06:16,982 --> 01:06:18,795 You're killing yourself. 686 01:06:21,559 --> 01:06:23,351 This is the beginning of your aggression. 687 01:06:29,481 --> 01:06:30,760 I'm going to bed now. 688 01:06:32,367 --> 01:06:33,682 I have to get up at dawn. 689 01:07:27,226 --> 01:07:28,226 Sadhana Ma. 690 01:07:30,458 --> 01:07:31,602 I'm sleepy. 691 01:07:38,375 --> 01:07:40,458 And you feel fine otherwise? 692 01:07:41,167 --> 01:07:42,708 I have never felt better. 693 01:07:43,911 --> 01:07:45,257 Can I go upstairs? 694 01:09:00,588 --> 01:09:01,808 How many times do I have to say that? 695 01:09:02,520 --> 01:09:03,823 Do not give in to your passions. 696 01:09:04,400 --> 01:09:05,442 Don't forget. 697 01:09:06,502 --> 01:09:07,711 I am your Guru. 698 01:09:08,794 --> 01:09:09,836 Your mother. 699 01:10:01,935 --> 01:10:03,052 Imagine a body 700 01:10:03,350 --> 01:10:04,661 like a kitchen pot... 701 01:10:07,518 --> 01:10:10,110 in which it is heated sugar cane juice. 702 01:10:12,861 --> 01:10:14,109 Along with the heat 703 01:10:14,946 --> 01:10:17,492 the total amount of juice also increases. 704 01:10:18,845 --> 01:10:20,201 Voting begins 705 01:10:20,648 --> 01:10:22,156 and reduce the heat. 706 01:10:24,872 --> 01:10:27,396 By increasing and decreasing the temperature... 707 01:10:28,013 --> 01:10:29,678 The third juice thickens. 708 01:10:31,053 --> 01:10:32,981 After this phase and during heating, 709 01:10:33,358 --> 01:10:34,864 The stitch is no longer valid. 710 01:10:36,007 --> 01:10:38,382 This is how you heat the juice in your body. 711 01:10:39,411 --> 01:10:41,577 Now it's starting to grow. 712 01:10:43,431 --> 01:10:45,390 Look me in the eyes, Kripo... 713 01:10:45,812 --> 01:10:47,478 or you will drown in desire. 714 01:10:48,942 --> 01:10:50,566 And your sperm will spray. 715 01:10:51,160 --> 01:10:51,858 AND! 716 01:10:52,205 --> 01:10:54,286 That's why I stop warming your body. 717 01:10:55,582 --> 01:10:57,369 and the tide of your juice recedes. 718 01:11:32,671 --> 01:11:43,720 If you adore your mother, 719 01:11:45,906 --> 01:11:58,587 You said if I love you 720 01:11:59,937 --> 01:12:04,789 It is the hidden Truth, 721 01:12:06,869 --> 01:12:14,419 which is not visible. 722 01:12:14,500 --> 01:12:23,958 If you adore your mother, 723 01:12:27,466 --> 01:12:34,117 If we do not know the secret of the Truth... 724 01:12:34,935 --> 01:12:39,181 We cannot recognize the mother... 725 01:12:39,713 --> 01:12:44,392 We cannot know the Mother. 726 01:12:44,583 --> 01:12:59,539 The one on whom God has placed 727 01:13:00,854 --> 01:13:09,330 If you adore your mother, 728 01:13:10,265 --> 01:13:19,321 If you adore your mother, 729 01:13:21,789 --> 01:13:37,635 It is said that a woman 730 01:13:39,413 --> 01:13:47,934 Woman is the true nature of the world... 731 01:13:48,911 --> 01:13:54,390 of which 732 01:13:55,448 --> 01:13:57,573 I learned from my Teacher, 733 01:13:58,750 --> 01:14:00,300 to be found in the body 734 01:14:00,911 --> 01:14:02,152 three channels. 735 01:14:04,166 --> 01:14:05,458 On the left is Ida. 736 01:14:06,335 --> 01:14:07,716 On the right is Pingala... 737 01:14:09,417 --> 01:14:11,250 and next to Sušuma. 738 01:14:13,507 --> 01:14:15,453 These channels are connected in one place. 739 01:14:15,905 --> 01:14:17,978 At the door through which life springs forth. 740 01:14:20,200 --> 01:14:22,190 We sing about it in our songs. 741 01:14:22,568 --> 01:14:23,946 The confluence of these three rivers. 742 01:14:27,378 --> 01:14:29,910 Ida, Pingala and Sushumna There are 3 holy rivers: 743 01:14:30,982 --> 01:14:32,699 Ganga, Yamuna and Saraswati. 744 01:14:33,338 --> 01:14:35,296 There is a lot of tension there. 745 01:14:37,918 --> 01:14:39,390 Ida is high tide... 746 01:14:40,917 --> 01:14:43,000 and elevates in its own way. 747 01:14:44,836 --> 01:14:46,413 Pingala is low tide... 748 01:14:49,171 --> 01:14:51,080 and rests on his way. 749 01:14:54,419 --> 01:14:55,650 During sex... 750 01:14:56,416 --> 01:14:57,705 clean up... 751 01:14:59,455 --> 01:15:00,488 your juices... 752 01:15:01,552 --> 01:15:03,385 across the Pingala Canal... 753 01:15:05,261 --> 01:15:07,111 and you increase through the Ida channel. 754 01:15:09,323 --> 01:15:11,423 Through focused practice... 755 01:15:11,828 --> 01:15:12,828 then it is possible... 756 01:15:13,317 --> 01:15:15,113 link these channels... 757 01:15:15,646 --> 01:15:16,646 and using... 758 01:15:17,264 --> 01:15:20,127 The central channel of Sušume. Both channels need to be cleaned. 759 01:15:21,674 --> 01:15:22,699 Who can do that...? 760 01:15:25,499 --> 01:15:26,579 becomes ascetic. 761 01:15:30,726 --> 01:15:33,476 During our period, after 3 days, 762 01:15:34,340 --> 01:15:36,340 when the blood starts receding... 763 01:15:37,723 --> 01:15:39,282 thanks to the beginning of the low tide, 764 01:15:40,978 --> 01:15:43,187 The Creator descends upon us... 765 01:15:45,330 --> 01:15:46,663 to the confluence of three rivers. 766 01:15:49,062 --> 01:15:50,895 After many years of practice... 767 01:15:52,612 --> 01:15:54,658 The ascetic will see his Creator, 768 01:15:56,888 --> 01:15:58,446 whom we call the Formless. 769 01:15:59,822 --> 01:16:02,238 The one who is in our hearts. 770 01:16:03,132 --> 01:16:04,591 Easy to move... 771 01:16:05,117 --> 01:16:06,279 with our heart. 772 01:16:07,721 --> 01:16:09,360 We have many names for it. 773 01:16:12,341 --> 01:16:14,904 The first 3 days of ours menstrual cycle... 774 01:16:16,417 --> 01:16:17,552 is the dark phase, 775 01:16:19,239 --> 01:16:21,364 and the descent of the Creator... 776 01:16:22,458 --> 01:16:24,417 is the appearance of the Moon. 777 01:16:37,316 --> 01:16:39,268 Department of Criminal Investigation. 778 01:16:41,352 --> 01:16:42,726 Don't get me wrong. 779 01:16:45,726 --> 01:16:47,893 Wherever you are, come home. 780 01:16:51,542 --> 01:16:52,542 Look. 781 01:16:54,235 --> 01:16:55,818 I'm fine. 782 01:17:00,043 --> 01:17:01,043 Department of Criminal Investigation, 783 01:17:01,765 --> 01:17:03,765 I haven't forgotten. 784 01:17:04,948 --> 01:17:06,031 That night. 785 01:17:07,375 --> 01:17:08,416 Your face... 786 01:17:09,902 --> 01:17:11,902 and pain in my heart. 787 01:17:13,987 --> 01:17:17,488 I can't describe what it is. 788 01:17:19,296 --> 01:17:20,305 See? 789 01:17:20,932 --> 01:17:22,113 I hold... 790 01:17:23,019 --> 01:17:25,019 Your precious pendant. 791 01:17:26,138 --> 01:17:27,430 I want to give it back to you. 792 01:17:29,771 --> 01:17:31,063 Please come back. 793 01:17:32,457 --> 01:17:33,499 Come back. 794 01:17:34,709 --> 01:17:35,709 Crime scene determination unit! 795 01:17:52,026 --> 01:17:54,568 I saw it on TV, My father and Jonaki will survive. 796 01:17:56,305 --> 01:17:57,804 Did you really believe that? 797 01:17:58,456 --> 01:18:00,998 that you really killed them? 798 01:18:06,988 --> 01:18:08,543 I was scared, mom. 799 01:18:09,306 --> 01:18:11,389 My father is begging me to come back. 800 01:18:16,345 --> 01:18:19,053 How can I leave you? and let's get back to it? 801 01:18:22,748 --> 01:18:24,571 What do you want to do? 802 01:18:25,171 --> 01:18:27,428 I want to leave town and run away, mom. 803 01:18:28,530 --> 01:18:30,292 Until I finish my studies... 804 01:18:31,094 --> 01:18:34,325 I don't want to get any closer. of that world. 805 01:18:34,406 --> 01:18:35,756 So where do you want to go? 806 01:18:36,000 --> 01:18:39,060 Can we go and stay? At Rahul Baba's ashram, mom? 807 01:18:40,606 --> 01:18:43,167 It's been a long time. since I left that place. 808 01:18:43,248 --> 01:18:44,859 Does it still exist? 809 01:18:48,006 --> 01:18:49,006 All right. 810 01:18:49,665 --> 01:18:51,051 Let's go there. 811 01:19:40,598 --> 01:19:43,383 You look familiar to me. Where have I seen you before? 812 01:19:43,477 --> 01:19:44,477 On television. 813 01:19:46,265 --> 01:19:47,349 halo? 814 01:19:48,168 --> 01:19:48,914 halo? 815 01:19:48,995 --> 01:19:50,328 Father, it's me, Kripa. 816 01:19:50,409 --> 01:19:51,409 Crime scene determination unit! 817 01:19:53,113 --> 01:19:54,113 where are you 818 01:19:54,768 --> 01:19:56,518 I'm happy where I am. 819 01:19:57,621 --> 01:19:58,621 thanks... 820 01:19:59,198 --> 01:20:00,656 Come home now! 821 01:20:02,670 --> 01:20:04,477 I have changed completely, Father. 822 01:20:04,971 --> 01:20:07,846 We'll talk about that later. 823 01:20:07,927 --> 01:20:10,260 We have no information. 824 01:20:12,499 --> 01:20:14,249 I will call you from time to time. 825 01:20:14,330 --> 01:20:16,871 Forget that night, Kripo. 826 01:20:16,952 --> 01:20:19,844 It was an accident. 827 01:20:19,925 --> 01:20:22,020 Your voice calmed me, father. 828 01:20:24,044 --> 01:20:25,604 The secret is back. 829 01:20:25,910 --> 01:20:27,428 Everything will be fine. 830 01:20:28,040 --> 01:20:30,582 Father, you will never take me away. 831 01:20:31,932 --> 01:20:33,807 just the way I am. 832 01:20:34,329 --> 01:20:35,995 What are you talking about? 833 01:20:37,345 --> 01:20:39,095 Come back at least for a while. 834 01:20:40,801 --> 01:20:41,801 All right. 835 01:20:43,493 --> 01:20:45,806 I will come tomorrow at 20°° to the woman from the park. 836 01:20:46,291 --> 01:20:47,063 Park? 837 01:20:47,144 --> 01:20:49,392 Shall we go to the park? 838 01:20:49,473 --> 01:20:51,306 No, not at home. 839 01:20:52,292 --> 01:20:53,375 Go to the park. 840 01:20:54,040 --> 01:20:55,040 Come alone. 841 01:20:56,851 --> 01:20:58,746 That's between you and me... 842 01:20:59,440 --> 01:21:00,800 and my mother. 843 01:21:30,340 --> 01:21:31,340 My God! 844 01:21:32,563 --> 01:21:33,645 Criminal investigation... 845 01:21:35,321 --> 01:21:37,551 You are with your peaceful mother. 846 01:21:38,004 --> 01:21:39,004 Author. 847 01:21:39,688 --> 01:21:40,936 She is alive. 848 01:21:41,896 --> 01:21:43,438 She gave birth to me again. 849 01:21:43,519 --> 01:21:44,644 What are you talking about, Kripo? 850 01:21:47,770 --> 01:21:48,812 What do I see? 851 01:21:48,893 --> 01:21:49,893 what did you see... 852 01:21:51,515 --> 01:21:52,911 It's true, father. 853 01:21:53,526 --> 01:21:54,526 Not! 854 01:21:55,426 --> 01:21:56,426 Crime scene determination unit! 855 01:22:02,340 --> 01:22:03,340 Author! 856 01:22:04,442 --> 01:22:05,442 Author! 857 01:22:06,274 --> 01:22:07,316 Don't worry. 858 01:22:10,496 --> 01:22:11,621 Father, listen! 859 01:22:12,673 --> 01:22:13,673 Author! 860 01:22:15,826 --> 01:22:16,826 Author! 861 01:22:20,599 --> 01:22:21,603 Author. 862 01:22:22,665 --> 01:22:23,742 Author! 863 01:22:29,662 --> 01:22:30,662 Crime scene determination unit! 864 01:22:33,280 --> 01:22:35,013 - Do you remember me? - Jonaki! 865 01:22:36,667 --> 01:22:37,667 You again. 866 01:22:37,810 --> 01:22:38,810 Do it. 867 01:22:40,579 --> 01:22:42,437 - Haven't you seen my father? - I've been seeing him for a year. 868 01:22:43,554 --> 01:22:44,775 I came, 869 01:22:45,379 --> 01:22:47,379 to take you to him. 870 01:22:48,844 --> 01:22:50,174 none of them 871 01:22:50,558 --> 01:22:51,558 none of them 872 01:22:52,291 --> 01:22:53,611 Open the pendant. 873 01:22:53,902 --> 01:22:54,902 Are they? 874 01:22:56,498 --> 01:22:57,624 That's my mother. 875 01:22:58,305 --> 01:22:58,805 Travels. 876 01:22:58,886 --> 01:23:01,523 - I will not leave my mother, I will not go to my father. - Okay, you don't have to. 877 01:23:01,936 --> 01:23:03,588 That's how you drink ke mnì. 878 01:23:04,188 --> 01:23:06,021 I want to leave the city. and leave, Jonaki. 879 01:23:06,102 --> 01:23:07,433 Don't try to stop me. 880 01:23:08,705 --> 01:23:11,068 like that night do not try to use force, 881 01:23:11,149 --> 01:23:12,520 or some other accident occurs. 882 01:23:13,069 --> 01:23:14,753 Maybe I will suffer now. 883 01:23:15,579 --> 01:23:17,175 Maybe this is what you really want? 884 01:23:18,041 --> 01:23:19,041 No, Kripo. 885 01:23:19,924 --> 01:23:20,924 I don't want that. 886 01:23:22,598 --> 01:23:23,598 More... 887 01:23:24,724 --> 01:23:26,628 I fell that night and broke her bones. 888 01:23:27,708 --> 01:23:29,000 I was bleeding. 889 01:23:30,537 --> 01:23:32,441 I already had it then. Your pendant in your hand. 890 01:23:34,245 --> 01:23:35,915 He saved me. 891 01:23:37,844 --> 01:23:39,222 I knew. 892 01:23:39,491 --> 01:23:41,491 that i will meet you again... 893 01:23:42,395 --> 01:23:44,146 you know you are pendant around the neck. 894 01:23:46,484 --> 01:23:49,532 I fell in love with you, Kripa. 895 01:23:51,284 --> 01:23:52,415 how can i... 896 01:23:53,444 --> 01:23:54,781 live without you? 897 01:23:55,643 --> 01:23:56,695 come with me 898 01:23:57,666 --> 01:23:59,065 at least once. 899 01:23:59,146 --> 01:24:00,146 Mother! 900 01:24:01,250 --> 01:24:02,875 Please come with us. 901 01:24:03,246 --> 01:24:04,246 we will... 902 01:24:04,962 --> 01:24:06,311 to live together. 903 01:24:08,000 --> 01:24:09,000 Crime scene determination unit! 904 01:24:09,833 --> 01:24:11,083 Leave my mother alone! 905 01:24:11,958 --> 01:24:12,958 Crime scene determination unit! 906 01:24:14,042 --> 01:24:15,042 Leave my mother alone! 907 01:24:15,625 --> 01:24:17,875 Jonaki! You are stubborn again! 908 01:24:19,360 --> 01:24:20,610 Why did you touch my mother? 909 01:24:20,875 --> 01:24:21,625 Kiss her! 910 01:24:21,833 --> 01:24:22,833 All right. 911 01:24:23,833 --> 01:24:25,458 I'll let your mother go. 912 01:24:28,393 --> 01:24:29,477 but... 913 01:24:30,283 --> 01:24:32,968 finding... you 914 01:24:33,438 --> 01:24:35,438 I don't want to lose you again. 915 01:24:37,938 --> 01:24:39,521 You are the Krishna of my dreams. 916 01:24:58,200 --> 01:25:01,262 Lord Krishna said 917 01:25:01,896 --> 01:25:04,063 come anytime 918 01:25:04,250 --> 01:25:08,375 Destroys evil and protects 919 01:25:08,377 --> 01:25:14,544 Lord Krishna said in Bhagavad Gita that he is coming 920 01:25:14,625 --> 01:25:17,484 Please don't stone us. 921 01:25:18,000 --> 01:25:21,625 Please don't hurt us. 922 01:25:21,666 --> 01:25:23,292 Please don't hurt us. 923 01:25:26,000 --> 01:25:28,209 Please don't hurt us. 924 01:25:28,289 --> 01:25:30,289 Please, let's protect the religion. 925 01:28:23,654 --> 01:28:24,744 Crime scene determination unit! 926 01:28:43,713 --> 01:28:45,546 Why are you chasing him? 927 01:28:48,501 --> 01:28:50,187 He won't go with you. 928 01:28:51,534 --> 01:28:52,534 Why not? 929 01:28:54,281 --> 01:28:55,281 And, 930 01:28:56,316 --> 01:28:57,476 You are a woman. 931 01:28:58,309 --> 01:28:59,942 There is a woman in me too. 932 01:29:01,292 --> 01:29:03,000 I feel the love too. 933 01:29:04,770 --> 01:29:05,948 Don't you understand? 934 01:29:06,719 --> 01:29:08,158 I love him. 935 01:29:09,184 --> 01:29:10,808 Is love only physical? 936 01:29:12,051 --> 01:29:13,426 Isn't that something inside? 937 01:29:13,535 --> 01:29:16,909 What you call love Isn't that just wishful thinking? 938 01:29:17,794 --> 01:29:20,877 Why do you have it in you? Is there so much violence in life? 939 01:29:21,086 --> 01:29:22,086 Crime scene determination unit! 940 01:29:25,950 --> 01:29:26,950 AND! 941 01:29:27,457 --> 01:29:28,370 AND! 942 01:29:28,450 --> 01:29:29,341 AND! 943 01:29:29,421 --> 01:29:30,229 AND! 944 01:29:30,310 --> 01:29:31,582 Sadhana Ma! 945 01:29:34,206 --> 01:29:35,206 Department of Criminal Investigation. 946 01:29:35,392 --> 01:29:36,648 Larvae! 947 01:29:37,431 --> 01:29:39,431 What did you do? 948 01:29:42,255 --> 01:29:43,255 AND! 949 01:29:44,616 --> 01:29:46,163 I didn't want this! 950 01:29:47,813 --> 01:29:49,354 I didn't want that! 951 01:29:52,876 --> 01:29:54,632 Go ahead, Kripo! 952 01:29:57,208 --> 01:29:58,416 Dismissal. 953 01:30:21,500 --> 01:30:25,368 Faster, faster! Hurry up and add it. 954 01:31:16,110 --> 01:31:17,110 AND! 955 01:31:18,419 --> 01:31:19,419 AND! 956 01:31:20,942 --> 01:31:21,942 AND! 957 01:31:23,560 --> 01:31:25,357 Mom. Where should I go, mom? 958 01:31:26,077 --> 01:31:27,077 I. 959 01:31:27,341 --> 01:31:28,299 And! 960 01:31:28,408 --> 01:31:30,199 Where is Rahul's mom in the ashram? 961 01:31:50,245 --> 01:31:51,787 Ida. 962 01:32:00,274 --> 01:32:01,482 Pingala. 963 01:32:12,249 --> 01:32:14,123 Drought!